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NO HOME

from NO HOME by Spirit Waves

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sometimes i hurt
and i can't find any escape
and all of my worthless blood
rushes to my head,
and i don't know what it was,
but something out there killed all my hope,
and in my dreams i don't seem to die
as much anymore as if i've resigned to my fate,
will i ever grow up or am i
destined to have no home?

so it's christmas day and i'm
at the end of my rope and
i don't know where to go and
i've buried all my last vestiges of hope, and
i want to get all wrapped up in endless blankets of snow
and never ever ever ever have
a dream again

and all that i see
are vague outlines blushing
the tenderness of their touching
the ins and outs of them fucking
and how it always turns to crushing
as it all dissolves into nothing
i guess that's what you get for loving
yet i can't stop,
i can't stop my lusting

and i'm standing here on principle
and i'm thinking of jumping off
i don't want this heart
i don't want this cock
and why stand for anything
when the world don't give a fuck
in the rich world valleys
they still kiss and suck
unaware that this whole world's a cuck

i'm here, here and now
i'm here and here right now
and i hope that you find your inner peace
and i hope that you find your inner strength
and oh god who am i kidding
i hope that you find me

so i said hey! hey! hey! i exist!
and then i laid it all out on the table so she could read them
i spread them out so that she'd think of me as she read them
now will she cut cut cut
oh will she cut the cake
or will she cut the table
or will she cut,
yeah i think she'll cut,
oh will she cut me instead

sometimes, i don't understand it
i never can quite explain it
but this time i wanted to act
and i wanted to fucking strangle him.

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from NO HOME, released October 13, 2015

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