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My Guts

from NO HOME by Spirit Waves

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on a birthday i find myself
trapped between two hells
and a third one overlaps that's just me just
tearing at myself
on side A i press play
to hear the girl that i want
but there's always across the lot
fast running the girl i never got
and both are closing in on me
and they're trying to push my guts
out of my mouth spilling messy
onto my crossed hairy legs
and i can see my guts
and i can see my guts
and i can see my guts
yeah i can see my guts
yeah i can see my guts
yeah i can see my guts
and i can see my guts
yeah i can see my guts
and i can feel my eyes popping
and i can feel all these words
trying to escape out of my mouth

on a night in my bed i'm on
the verge of vomiting
the anxiety's creeping up on me and
i don't know how this is still happening
three years have passed now
three hard years have gone by
i'm still laying here wishing
wishing i would die and
if the universe doesn't end then
i'll end it myself
if the skies won't crash down
and obliterate the earth
if the volcano don't boil over
to save me from this hell
if the world won't listen when
we're told it's okay to kill ourselves

if my body ever tries to reject my right to live again
i'll just let it take me out and then i begin again

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from NO HOME, released October 13, 2015

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