Lost in Desperation

from she made me want to vanish. by Spirit Waves

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and always in the aftermath
you realize how low you really went
your dramatic self deprecation attack
only came off as an attention seeking act
and you've become some hurtful thing
a twisted reflection of a beautiful being
and in the end was it all worth it?
well i guess i feel a little better

she doesn't even care about you
she's preoccupied with some other guy
and you just have to convince yourself
that she wasn't really all that great anyway

preacher preacher absolve me of sin
i don't know where to turn and i'm not christian
but i guess you deserve a chance to get me out of this rut
whatever's gonna save me like god or karma or i don't know what
i'm just lost in desperation
there's something i can't find
and i'm hoping that by giving you my blind trust
you'll help me find someone to make mine

and she doesn't really even care about you
she's preoccupied with some other guy
and you just have to convince yourself
that she wasn't really all that great anyway

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from she made me want to vanish., released September 6, 2014

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