what the hell is happening to me
is it death of standards or death of all my feelings
the averted eye of the mysterious one behind me
i can feel the light from her sight cut me till i'm bleeding
and i can hear the din of barking down the alley
the dogs that pine for anyone worth knowing
i feel their claws scraping against the shattered fragment rocks of pavement
i hear them beating

and what's the point of livin if nothing ever was
and what's the point of trying if everything is so fucked up
and what's the point of dying when the sun won't come up

i hear the dogs i hear the dogs i hear the dogs i hear the dogs i hear the dogs
tearing me from limb to limb they're tearing me from limb to limb they're tearing me from limb

and there have been times when i've seen your lights turn off
you pause for a second and take in the beauty of where it all went wrong
and sometimes i can see that fake ass smile spread right across your face
so stupid to me that everything stays tame
assuring me that nothing is okay
assuming me, can't hide a darker shade
worshipping me while i love all you've made

what the hell is happening to me
what the hell is happening to me
what the hell is happening to me
what the hell is happening to me

let's go to the jetty it'll be a laugh
take off all of my clothes and hold me down below the water
send me deep into the blue just as long as the hand is yours
i'll gladly die or do whatever it is you need me to
let's go to the skyscrapers you can push me off it's true
strangle me in my bed run me thru and thru
fill my lungs with your spit until i can't breathe anymore
stab me in the throat until i won't sing anymore

i can't help that im feeling so broken around you
i'm trying my best just to get over it, maybe under it, pull thru it, just as long as i leave it past
but i could never leave you behind
even though i have so many times