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lost6: Moments i&n truth.

by Spirit Waves

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1.
Whatsit? 02:25
2.
STASIS 04:14
i don't want to be stuck in this stasis anymore with you you you with you you you every step i take you leave me lying on the floor oh what's new new new what's new new new i don't want to be lost in this flood forever we're through through through we're through through through i won't be a martyr for your lack of self-control try & see it from my point of view view view views i tried so hard i tried so hard but i couldn't renew you i couldn't fix you i tried so hard yeah so goddamn hard but i shoulda knew that there's no saving you unless you save yourself place your hangups on the shelf take off your shoes and socks and shake out all the rocks if ya got em and in another timeline you know that everything is all fine so why bother being sad when there are imagined worlds to escape to why hate yourself why trust anybody else why blame yourself for all the things i knew knew knew i don't want to be stuck floating through the void only with you you you so i'm through through through
3.
Fuck Off 01:37
two syllables a whole new era of confusion and frustration so fuck off i guess i will and i'll take me with me so sod off if i do what i know is right i'll be leaving you behind me it's gone off all bets are sinking placed in alignment behind me so fuck off so sod off i'm all off all bets off three faces my heart beats fast im a little nervous a newer room the walls peel off and reveal there are no curtains i feel off if so many places can build this resentment within me so walk off all these people are leaving walking in sharp lines behind me so fuck off so sod off i've gone off all bets off so fuck off so sod off i've gone off all bets are off
4.
i've waited too long to have you hide in the back of me i've cheated so long i wonder how you keep track of me you could never be strong you could only be free and i never asked for the truth but you owe that to me i've entered the game of pricks with knives in the back of me can't call you or on you no more when they're attacking me i'll climb up on the house weep to water the trees and when you come calling me down i'll put on my disease you can never be strong you can only be free and i never asked for the truth but you owe that to me
5.
(check! check, 1, 2, check! check! check, 1, 2, check!) some girls boldly go some wander by mistake well some girls just don't know the harm that hearts do make some girls play with guns and most of them can aim well my girl shot me dead so that's my claim to fame and she cries all night and wonders what went wrong whilst they're reading her her rights she's a member of this song 2, 1 2 3 4 some girls like to talk and some girls don't some girls prefer to walk while other girls won't and pretty girls on the bus well they just look away and some they have big busts and some have double As sing it! girls always on my mind girls of all kinds girls you're always on my mind girls all the time all those girls doo doo doo doo and some girls have bad days and some they have it worse and some girls carry grudges and some girls carry a purse and some are valley girls and some they play in smoke well some girls choose to stay and some girls choose to go and some girls live in color and some live in black and white but of all the girls i've known they all think they're right sing it! girls always on my mind girls of all kinds girls you're always on my mind girls all the time all those girls doo doo doo doo and some girls drink champagne with their pinkie out and some girls drink right out the bottle and then they just pass out and some girls do what some girls won't and some girls say they will and then they don't and some girls wear short skirts with nothing underneath and some girls simply love the boys with the money sing it! girls always on my mind girls of all kinds girls always on my mind girls all the time it's all you girls doo doo doo doo
6.
your sorry eyes they cut to the bone they make it so hard to leave you alone to leave you here wearing your wounds waving your guns at somebody new baby you're a lost (baby you're lost) baby you're a lost baby you're a lost cause there's too many people you used to know they see you come and they see you go they know your secrets and you know theirs this town is crazy nobody cares baby you're a lost (baby you're a lost) baby you're a lost baby you're a lost cause i'm tired of fighting i'm tired of fighting fighting for a lost cause there's a place where you are going you ain't never been before no one left to watch your back now no one standing at your door ain't that what you thought love was for baby you're a lost (baby you're a lost) baby you're a lost baby you're a lost cause i'm tired of fighting i'm tired of fighting fighting for a lost cause
7.
i wanna live out all the mundane moments like quiet games on a saturday night i stare up and glance send a spark to my eye you're so damn beautiful i was born for the mundane moment painting my walls with a brand new coat but you keep it steady and i liked all greens i love the way you look tonight so don't hate yourself i hate myself now my brain turns to mush and i feel the rush the butterflies in my chest spread to the brain so i made out with the mundane moments the inner light that fixates me on a saturday night as if for the first time in my life i got a ray of sunshine getting close with the intimate moment just keep on going at the speed of light don't care where we're going but i know i'll survive if the candle burns out later that night i only live now for the mundane moment wake up at six and be in bed by ten smoke on my breath and beers in my hand i just hold you close and recount my sins i just hold you close and count my sins i just hold you close and recount my sins so give me a good god damn day i just need one day alone with you oh so give a good god damn so give me a good, good god damn and then we kiss la da la da da da and you tell me about your day you tell me about your day ain't it so relaxin' to be so loved even if i was never the one you were dreaming of a repeated rhyme my schemes are failing always something hanging in your eyes when you're bailing but i see some kind of spark i guess my eagerness is telling so i tell you to run from the surface and i never stop wailin'
8.
everybody makes mistakes but i feel alright when i come undone you are not making me wait but it seems alright as long as something's happening i try to make you late but you fight me off like a fire does you try making me wait but it feels alright as long as something's happening woah get your payments from the nation woah oh oh for your trials and tribulations you try to make me wait you come around when it's come undone everybody makes you late it's never you 'cause you're always thinking i try to make you wait you give me some like you give it good everybody makes mistakes but it seems it's always mine that always keep on stinging woah get your payments from the nation woah oh oh for your trials and tribulations you try making me wait but you come undone when you come undone everybody makes mistakes but it's always mine that seem to keep on sticking oh woah get your payments from the nation woah oh oh for your trials and tribulations
9.
alright let's do this let's do this alright that's what i'm hopin that's what i'm hopin that's what i'm hopin that's what i'm hopin for [unintelligible] (you make me feel like ??? something to hide so no more kiss but we can touch see my shiny eyes trying to ???) you make me wish i had something to hide your eyes try to dig up dirt but they find nothing inside me when push comes to shove [unintelligible] i guess it's just another night of the same old shit you ask me for cigs even though you just quit reinforcing bad habits as a way of coping you're going to fall in love with me that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping that's what i'm hoping
10.
she was incapable of loving me now i find myself in the snow cursing at the wind considering self-destruction no love and nowhere to go and i'm yearning for warmth from this cold fuckin snow and i'm just so fuckin sick of this cold fuckin snow i guess i'll have to forget about you guess i'll have to forget about you i guess i'll have to let you go and in the middle of the night you startle me with your tap and i see your flashlight beam so bright waking me from my nap when i look out the window desolation sets in your car headlights zoom out of sight our love was naught but my creation
11.
into the fade we go there's nothing for us here so we stay inside (check! check!) give me the need to seek them out helpful solution searching beyond this i am but a bitter cold i am nothing but my own i hear them coming i hear them jumping they're calling my name as if there ain't no meaning so i feel defeated but they say it'll be good for me if i do what i don't want and discard my love oh one more drawn out, slow, crusty radiator is no more excuse for all my hurtful behaviors i really hurt you and i'm sorry i really hurt you and i should go one more drawn out, slow, crusty radiator is no more excuse for all my hurtful behaviors i really hurt you and i'm sorry i really hurt you and i should go

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A tiny little mixtape I made a while back and never released, mostly because I was split about the idea of including so many covers on it, and some of the songs have recordings that are more than subpar... nevertheless, here it is: Moments i&n truth., the 2nd lost SPIRIT WAVES album!

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released April 9, 2018

tracks 1, 2, 3, 7, 9, 10 & 11 written by otto william peyer iv
all tracks performed and recorded by otto william peyer iv
other tracks written by the artists in the titles... can't lie, though, i wish i'd written them. good songs...

shouts out to vdcru (visualdisturbances.net) &
the nene, hilltop, the fam... love u goobers

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