lost soul place

by Spirit Waves

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a bunch of demos from over the years of songs i don't really intend to return to (you never know, though!), but i still love them a lot and wanted to share them with y'all. <3 this 1s 4 u. slint, big sean, canyon west, and rick crayola have nothing to do with this album. rip rick crayola.


released October 17, 2014

songs written and performed by otto peyer. lyrics for track 10 by shelby metoyer, track 11 by some random somewhere (they're public domain according to them, godspeed programers creed man). the moon is bad is a reinterpretation of a song called bad moon passage by eric cuevas.




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Track Name: the way
i like the way that you talk to your cat
it makes me wish that you'd talk to me like that
i love the way that you play with your hair
you do it so freely it takes me anywhere but here

i miss the way that you used to talk to me
just to pass the day and i wish that you still nagged at me
i long for the days when we used to know each other
i still remember the way that i felt when i knew you cared

i like the way that you hide jokes in all your notes
do you remember all the funny things that we wrote
love your eyes i love the worlds that they hide
you're a beautiful girl and i still think that it's worth a try

i miss the days when we used to have a bond
now i guess i've become someone you could never depend on
you know that i'd do absolutely anything for you
i long for the days when talking to me was just something that you wanted to do

Track Name: 7am
it's 7:30am
i crack my eyes to the morning lights
the sun that interrupts my sleep
whisks me away from a vision of you
and in my dream you walked right by me
but you didn't look no you didn't look
the déjà vu it eats me later that night
when you wouldn't look no you wouldn't look

if you would just finish what you started for once
the ones right here and he needs you here
but i guess that's something you're willing to waste
it's you i fear but i need you here and

i don't want to die alone
i need your comfort need your love babe
i don't want to die in love
i need your touch babe need your loving

it's 7 in the morning again
and i'm laying here just hating myself
i wasn't good enough to be your mistake
in the roadmap of your treacherous youth
and you insist upon reemergence
and i know you know it would never work and
you know that i hate your guts and
please don't take this the wrong way but

you couldn't finish what you started
and now i'm gone i said so long
try to pin it all on me again
i know i'm wrong i don't belong

to this world i shouldn't exist
oh neon genesis can't get me out of this and
i don't want to die alone
i need your love babe need your touch babe
i don't wanna die alone
i need your touch babe need love babe
and i don't want to die in love
i need your comfort need your touch babe
Track Name: hate echo
don't deny your past
all the lovely places that you've been
it's your failures that assimilate
all of your parts into the perfect human being
and darling i wouldn't change a thing
i never could
i love you

a mean-spirited, vengeful hate echo
that just came tearing through the breeze
you're so pretty when you're angry
you're so pretty when you're killing me
i surely sympathize with those bedroom window well-wishers
but you just slammed the goddamn door shut

don't deny me the essence of one truth
you can make believe i got it
better to be scared of us
fire on the mountain
beautiful morning
i left, but i remember you

in better days,
i felt the delicate
press of your hand
or the light gaze
of your eyes
whipping in my direction
before speeding off into the
all-assuming light
of better things
she wrote me
"honey, those days are gone"
Track Name: give me a chance
i've been drinking again
can't find the point
but i know somewhere
i know i saved a man from dying but
who's gonna save me (i don't know)
when i'm all lonely
who's gonna save me
your god

she spoke with such precision
(like in a different language)
that made me feel that i wasn't afraid
because i knew her
and i knew her and she was
(extraterrestrial being you are)
okay to me in my childhood
but i've grown up now
now we're on an equal level
the astral plane it stays
like the rain stays mainly in spain
on the plain

like i fight i have lost my way
but i'll love you another day
if you give me a chance

give me a chance
i'll make you so happy
i'll make you feel so happy
i'll make you feel so happy
i'll make you feel so happy

i need it
i do
will you hold my hand
or will you leave me to die
and leave me to die
fuck it